Jerzy Kociatkiewicz

Monika Kostera
email: monika@kostera.pl

Experiencing the Shadow: Organizational Exclusion and Denial within Experience Economy

Keywords: carnival, experience, experience economy, identity, non-participant observation, shadow

is article focuses on the dark and hidden aspects of experience economy events. ese aspects are framed as the shadow in the Jungian sense, i.e. an archetype of the unconscious domain. Individuals and organizations create a shadow as a side e ect of attempts at control and ordering of their identity. e article presents stories based on ethnographically inspired eld studies of experience economy events to show how staged experience produces an experiential shadow side. e process is problematized and re ected upon as a shadow producing side e ect of identity production and management in experience economy settings. e possibilities for the integration of the shadow into the normal operation of experience economy organizations are considered with the help of images of the carnival and the archetype the fool. e acceptance of the paradoxical and strange side of such events they may be better understood and their dark side integrated.

Introduction

In our contemporary culture of permanent merriment and obligatory happiness it is not uncommon to experience a strange kind of ineptitude: the suspicion that one is not talented enough to be happy, that there must be something broken at the core of one's heart.

e well-to-do should be happier than the poor, the modern -more blessed than the backward, and the successful should exude a perpetual state of bliss. Yet this is far from the truth, as [START_REF] Bauman | e Art of Life[END_REF] points out, and, instead, we ought perhaps to ask ourselves, "what is wrong with happiness?" (p. 1). It is not there -and we absolutely must nd it! Indeed, our culture obliges us to it. e ways we are supposed to nd happiness lie within the sphere of consumption. First we need to acquire the necessary means, through work that may or may not bring us satisfaction or joy, but that is considered inconsequential, unimportant, it is the nancial rewards that matter, not the heart we put into the vast part of our lives spent getting them. en we need to spend the money on goods and services, and more recently, on staged experiences. In doing that, it is widely believed, lies the path to the ever elusive happiness. Or, as Bauman has it, the miseries of happiness: an imperative to feel joy. But shopping for happiness does not live up to its promises, more often than not it not only brings disenchantment but also outright feelings of unhappiness. is is a text about some of the mechanisms of unhappiness as a side e ect of organized joy.

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We focus on the shadow aspects of organized settings known as experience economy events. e shadow is one of the central Jungian archetypes (1951/1977), i.e. an important cultural image having a great in uence on how people make sense of their place in the world.

e shadow is an archetype of selfrejection, an assemblage of unwanted and destructive elements which Jung believed was more or less a universal construct of the human psyche. Not only individuals but also organizations create a shadow, and this tends to occur the more intensively, the more prominent are the attempts at perfect control [START_REF] Bowles | e Organization Shadow[END_REF]. We present stories based on ethnographically inspired eld studies of experience economy events to show how staged experience produces an experiential shadow side. We re ect upon the process of shadow as a side e ect of identity production and management in experience economy settings. With the help of Hatch and Schultz's model of identity creation in organizations (1997), we trace the feelings that, by not being acknowledged in the o cial staging process, become independent of the managed identity and accumulate at the margins, forming the shadow. Finally, we consider the possibilities for the integration of the shadow into the normal operation of experience economy organizations. e main underlying theme for our reading of experience economy is framed by the ideas of the carnival and of the archetype of the fool: by letting go of some of the control along these archtypical lines: accepting the inherent potential for disruption, a rming the paradoxical nature of such events, their grotesque side, and the embracing of absurdity via the archetype of the fool (Kets de [START_REF] Kets De Vries | e Organizational Fool: Balancing a leader's hubris[END_REF]) may be the way to both better understand such events and integrate their shadow-side.

Organizational shadow and the production of identity

e shadow is one of the most important archetypes. In Jungian terms, an archetype is a kind of hidden image concealed in the collective unconscious domain of reality and shared by all humans. [Archetypes] are the substance that myths and symbols are constructed of and because of their universality they have the capacity of turning individuals into a group. us they can be seen as the underpinning of culture and society (Kostera, 2007a, p.76) Archetypes connect humankind over time and space, like a riverbed ready to hold ideas and images, from which humans draw inspiration and on which they feed their imagination. It is not necessary to believe in the collective unconscious to use the idea of archetypes -they can be just as well portrayed as a kind of a story embodying a particular desire to unfold and a potential to be interpreted and re-interpreted almost inde nitely [START_REF] Kostera | Myth, Metaphor and Inspiration[END_REF]. In organization studies archetypes have been used for many purposes, from explanation of cultural de ciencies of contemporary organizations (Höp , 2002), to exploration of possibilities for environmental consciousness in modern business [START_REF] Ryland | Gaia Rising: A Jungian View at Environmental Consciousness and Sustainable Organization[END_REF], to the quest for professional ethoses [START_REF] Jonnergard | e Witchcraft of Professionalism: e Attractiveness of Ideal Types of Professions[END_REF]. 1e archetype relevant for this text, the shadow, has been de ned by Jung (1951Jung ( /1997) ) as the aspect of a person's psyche holding denied and rejected elements of one's personality. e shadow consists of emotions that are dynamic and, without control of the self, may acquire autonomy and even take over the self, as if possessing a person. e source of emotions is always identi ed as someone else, outside the self, and so the shadow is made up of forces that seem beyond one's control.

e world outside becomes evil and unbearable, although from the outside the person is seen as caught in a nightmare of his or her own making. e shadow is a moral problem and it demands courage to deal with -to see it for what it is and recognize it as part of oneself. Only awareness helps in the struggle with the shadow's darkness. e next step is integration, embracing it into the conscious self. In organizational contexts the shadow has rst been explored by [START_REF] Bowles | e Organization Shadow[END_REF]. Organizations, he noted, are diligent shadow-producers, because they steer behaviours and like to manage its culture. Managed organizational identity, although often introduced as a totalizing project, never achieves total control of organizational reality: undesired behaviours accumulate and in uence attempts at introducing managed identity, and sometimes they turn into a collective Mr. Hyde that surfaces as powerful and usually uncontrollable impulses.

e stronger the attempted control of the identity of the organization, the stronger grows the shadow.

e idea of organizational identity has been a very popular topic for research through at least the last 20 years (see e.g. [START_REF] Albert | Organizational Identity[END_REF][START_REF] Dutton | Keeping an Eye on the Mirror: Image and Identity in Organizational Adaptation[END_REF]Dukerich, 1991, Hatch and[START_REF] Hatch | Relations Between Organizational Culture, Identity and Image[END_REF][START_REF] Whetten | Albert and Whetten Revisited: Strengthening the Concept of Organizational Identity[END_REF] for an overview see e.g. [START_REF] Nag | e Intersection of Organizational Identity, Knowledge, and Practice: Attempting Strategic Change via Knowledge Grafting[END_REF]. For the purpose of this text, we will use the model of organizational identity by [START_REF] Hatch | Relations Between Organizational Culture, Identity and Image[END_REF], as it addresses the processes of identity creation, themselves important for illuminating how the organizational shadow emerges as the inevitable companion and consequence of identity. e model describes the latter as a product of the interaction between the internal culture and the external image; the process contains following four phases: re ecting, or the way values are rooted in culture through assumptions; expressing, the way culture communicates itself; mirroring, the ways in which identity is a ected by the images of others; and impressing, the processes by which identity expressions impress the images of others. All the elements of identity rejected by the actors spill out of conscious processes and ow into the shadow. It is, as we conceive of it, produced alongside all the conscious processes, as undesired and unacknowledged components turn up. Some values, instead of being re ected in culture, slip away into the shadow as values and norms not espoused, yet still honoured by the organization. We call this process imposition (all our labels, we need to note, are purely metaphorical and not derived directly from either psychology or organization theories). Certain norms and values never make it to the conscious identity narrative via expression but remain practiced-yet-not-acknowledged. We have labelled the process of rejection hypocrisy. Yet other elements of external images do not get mirrored in the identity but create the shadow through a process we call denial. Finally, some of the ideas that the organization sends out are not impressed in the external images but lost, unreceived by the audiences and thus also become part of the shadow. We label this process misdirection.

e shadow should not be seen as a mere companion to the accepted identity. It may grow powerful and crush the identity construction process in a violent outburst in any phase, or it can accumulate and create a su ocating surrounding of identity creation processes, breeding feelings of burnout and cultural implosion. Figure 1 depicts the organizational identity dynamics model with added elements of shadow production.

Experience economy

In this text we explore the shadow-side of some experience economy settings. e concept was coined by [START_REF] Pine | e Experience Economy: Work is eater and Every Business a Stage[END_REF] in their bestselling book e experience economy. e book's subtitle proclaims: "work is theatre and every business is a stage," and its authors present the experience economy as a new type of market orientation where businesses strive to achieve a high degree of product di erentiation and mass customization simultaneously. Transactions are treated as theatrical spectacles, aiming at providing clients with unforgettable, remarkable experiences. [START_REF] Hatch | Relations Between Organizational Culture, Identity and Image[END_REF] is copy does not follow journal layout or page numbers. Originally published in Organization e individual customer's emotions are regarded as crucial and loyalty is much desired. [START_REF] Gilmore | Authenticity: What Customers Really Want[END_REF] emphasize that not only rms and management canons change with the introduction of the experience economy, but so do popular expectations. Customers now tend to seek products that t their self image. Authenticity, rather than price or quality, is becoming the new purchase criterion. Customers look for products they can incorporate as a signi cant part of their lives. Firms, in turn, guard their ideas jealously and seek to convince the customer of their authenticity. Every product has to be the "real thing". Management in the experience economy resembles running a theatre [START_REF] Pine | e Experience Economy: Work is eater and Every Business a Stage[END_REF], with goods and services serving as theatrical props. Not the products as such, not the actions performed by the employees, but relationships become of the essence. e customer should be able to remember the experience well and develop sympathy for the rm and its employees. e performance needs to engage both parties: the customer and the employee. [START_REF] Hjorth | Introduction[END_REF] de ne experience economy as based on the following four principles: immediacy, subjectivity, playfulness, and performativity. Experiences are always embodied and contextualized, never abstract, and so the experience economy product needs to be immediate, situated in concrete time and space. Subjectivity means that experiences always have an active subject, someone who is engaging with the process and transforming it, while being transformed him-or herself. Despite the focus on authenticity of experience, experience economy rms are also typically characterized by playfulness, a certain distance towards themselves and their activities. e customers should be aware of the arti ciality of the staging and not take it too seriously; they should also, and perhaps above all, have fun. Finally, performativity of the economy means that the products are being created "on the spot", they becomes realized as they are experienced. It is impossible to store experiences or to recycle them. ey happen for each and every one freshly and as they come. Hjorth and Kostera describe three kinds of experience economy practices, from unique through mediated to mass-produced.

e products are in all cases equally subjective and immediate, but the experience process might be presented as one of its kind, as in art production, as a transformation of one experience into another, as in design changing the ordinary into the aesthetically sophisticated, or as an experience shared with many others, as in sports spectacles. Depending on the type of practice, customers are invited to be introspective or extroverted in their experiences. Yet in all types consumption takes the form of a quest -for adventure as well as for identity. While the idea of experience economy evokes promises of ecstatic thrills, it also gives rise to a shadow side. In this paper, based on our observation of events and organizations focused on experience: fairs, shopping malls, and amusement parks, we examine the shadow side of experience economy to look for traces of the unwelcome, excluded, and proscribed artifacts, feelings, and people. Practices associated with experience economy, whether identi ed by this name or not, are by no means welcomed wholeheartedly across the academic and journalistic community. Already in 1983[START_REF] Hochschild | e Managed Heart: Commercialization of Human Feeling[END_REF] pointed out the di culties and human cost of emotional labour, the seeming requirement of the transformation of the employee's self and identity to suit company needs in service economy. Van Maanen and Kunda (1989) described coping strategies of Disneyland ride operators forced by their employer to sincerely enact Disney's dream world. [START_REF] Leidner | Fast Food, Fast Talk: Service Work and the Routinization of Everyday Life[END_REF] explored the interpretive work involved in performing, adapting, and transgressing rules of scripted service situations in fast-food franchises and door-to-door insurance sales. Perhaps most famously, [START_REF] Ritzer | e McDonaldization of Society[END_REF] criticized the transformations of contemporary economy, largely paralleling Pine and Gilmore's description of experience economy, under the name of McDonaldization. His argument highlighted duplicity, irrationality, and basic inhumanity of the solutions o ered by contemporary business trends. In general, the above authors tend to show the basic corruption, or bankrupcy (moral, aesthetic, or social) of the forms of organizing giving birth to experience economy events. We, in our endeavour to explore their dark side, wholeheartedly accept the existence, and perhaps even predominance of the light side. At its heart lies the acknowledgement of the search for experiences as one of the basic human (and thus, consumer) drives; an important realization not only for economic success in the marketplace, but also a hope for counteracting alienation of both the consumer and the employee. Experience economy does o er commodi cation of experience, but it also introduces the possibility of its integration as a decisive is copy does not follow journal layout or page numbers. Originally published in Organization factor in sensemaking and identity construction (cf. [START_REF] Giddens | Modernity and Self-identity: Self and Society in Late Modern Age[END_REF]. In a similar vein, [START_REF] Csíkszentmihályi | Good Business: Leadership, Flow, and the Making of Meaning[END_REF] studies ow, the experience of utter focus coupled with exhilaration, as the driving goal for entrepreneurs and artists alike. We see it as one of the palette of sensations and impressions sought by both the experience economy customers and purveyors. Identity construction in experience economy is always a tentative process, matching what [START_REF] Martin | Cultures in Organizations: ree Perspectives[END_REF] terms the fragmentation perspective on organizational culture: "a web of individuals, sporadically and loosely connected by their changing positions on a variety of issues." Yet neither fragility nor loose coupling [START_REF] Weick | Making Sense of Organization[END_REF] of such structures renders them immune from shadow production, as we hope to demonstrate in our eldwork.

Carnivals

A parallel can be drawn between participation in experience economy events and the long tradition of carnivals, periods and sites of festivity, of wild and raucous behaviour, and of suspension of the social order. In his famous study of Rabelais, Bakhtin discussed carnival, the joyous celebration of the "temporary liberation from the prevailing truth and from the established order" (1941/1984, p. 10) as a fundamental feature of any successful social arrangement, the necessary (and gleeful) counterpart of hierarchic organization of everyday life. Carnival serves not only to release tensions and con icts accruing in rigid social structure but also tests and contests all aspects of society and culture through festive laughter: those that are questionable may be readied for change; those that are deemed legitimate may be reinforced (LaCapra, 1983(LaCapra, /2003, p. 43), p. 43).

Most importantly for the present analysis, the Bakhtinian category of the carnivalesque can also be used to shed light on other disruptions of the social order where "gay deception," [START_REF] Bakhtin | Discourse in the Novel[END_REF][START_REF] Bakhtin | Discourse in the Novel[END_REF], the irreverent mocking of established truths, introduces thrills, danger, and the (often false) promise of liberation. e carnivalesque is personi ed in the various trickster gures, such as the rogue, the jester, or the fool. Jung (1954/71) describes the mythical trickster as a paradox incarnate, a being of "half animal, half divine" nature, capable of the most atrocious acts while at the same time pre guring a future saviour. Kets de [START_REF] Kets De Vries | e Organizational Fool: Balancing a leader's hubris[END_REF] argues for the indispensability of a more benign contemporary jester: the organizational fool, an irreverent counterbalance to the leader's hubris and the sole actor able to expose the absurdity of the established order. us, organizational tricksters and, more generally, the unruly carnivalesque practices foregrounding laughter and spontaneity, confusion and ambiguity, bodily sensations and emotional outbursts, can help mediate paradoxes of insu erable, often unspeakeable injustices of organizational life. In other words, they can help integrate the shadow, preserve social stability and enrich the consumption experiences. Conversely, widespread attempts to excise the carnivalesque, horri c, and grotesque aspects of human experience, to present tailored and sanitized realities up for consumption, feed the organizational shadow, much more dangerous and harmful than the unsavoury ugliness expunged from the conscious organizational reality.

Observing space

Carnivals, as well as experience economy events, are always bound up with speci c contexts of time and space.

ey occur within particular settings, often laden with prede ned meanings, but also establish new meanings and rede ned the signi cance of established contexts. We have based our research on the idea that space can be narrated and presented as a story. According to de Certeau (1984/1988, p. 115), "every story is a travel story -a spatial practice". [START_REF] Latour | Technology is Society Made Durable[END_REF] points out that narration is based on association, i.e. a narrative adds episodes sequentially and chronologically ( rst this happened, and then happened that), and it operates on the sense of how things hang together. Telling any story implies spatial and temporal contextualization of experience and/ or events. Space is the fabric that stories are made of, together with temporality, the protagonist and the plot. Our research was in that sense self-re ective in a way: we chose to concentrate on one of these contextual aspects, space itself. Regardless of its other forms of existence, space is experienced narratively -as a meaningful succession of sensations and observations. We collected our material by means of ethnographic observation. [START_REF] Kostera | Organizational Ethnography[END_REF] observation takes place when the researcher takes upon him or herself roles from within the studied organization. Non-participant observation means not taking upon oneself any such roles and remaining an outsider. In our study we used both types of observation as a kind of hybrid method, merging into an impression of the experience.

Ethnographic research allows one to study phenomena in their "natural" context that requires to immerse oneself in culture [START_REF] Agar | Speaking of Ethnography[END_REF]. Directly experienced situations, witnessed interactions, personally made observations and conducted interviews and eld notes are subsequently developed "maturing" into theoretical interpretations [START_REF] Rosen | Turning Words, Spinning Worlds: Chapters in Organizational Ethnography[END_REF]. Our interpretations materialized as short stories written on the basis of our observations, in which we were trying to embrace both the realistic and the sublime. ey are what John Van Maanen (1988) calls impressionist tales, eld-stories resembling paintings created by impressionist artists. eir authors wish to "evoke and open, participatory sense in the viewer [...], startle complacent viewers" (p. 101) and engage the reader with the eld. e material of these tales are "words, metaphors, phrasings, imagery, and most critically, the expansive recall of eldwork experience" (ibid., p. 102). e result should be a lively and dramatic story that makes the readers feel as though they have actually "been there", together with the author. We place our research within the narrative approach [START_REF] Gabriel | Storytelling in Organizations: Facts, Fictions, and Fantasies[END_REF][START_REF] Boje | Narrative Methods for Organizational and Communication Research[END_REF], aiming to evoke narratives from our eld, and putting together the results in the form of stories. Like [START_REF] Czarniawska | Narrating the Organization: Dramas of Institutional Identity[END_REF] we believe that organizing can be usefully seen as storytelling, and reports from organizational elds can be therefore presented as yet another kind of stories.

Another feature reason for our using narratives in this text is to highlight the intangibility and eeting nature of (experience economy) organizing: there is no nal form; organizing exists only inasmuch as it is being performed.

All the stories concern us moving around in the eld; thus, they can be seen as space stories (de Certeau, 1984(de Certeau, / 1988)). ey are personal, and speak of our own embodied experiences, and thus of our own spaces, rather than of any depersonalized objects of study. We treat them as full narratives, as the result of our research rather than as eld notes in need of explication. For that reason, each of the stories is followed only by brief commentary, better seen as research footnotes than as critical analysis. ese footnotes are then followed by more general discussion in which we integrate our re ections into a more comprehensive problematic of organizational identity construction.

Our intention is to explore the experiential dimension of the settings we observed. We have decided to write the stories in rst person singular to emphasize the subjective quality of experience [START_REF] Hjorth | Introduction[END_REF], and due the fact that they were all solitary explorations. e stories we cite in this text are a selection from a wider collection of observations, some of which we conducted together, and some experienced by only one of us. which wWe have picked out the following as best illustrating di erent key characteristics of the studied phenomenon.

ey are not direct quotations from our eld notes which were sporadic and sparse, though accompanied by photographs in an attempt to capture a wider spectrum of our impressions.

ese narratives are, instead, written ex post, a result of our conversations regarding our experiences in and of the eld. e stories are narrated in rst person to emphasize the subjective quality of experience [START_REF] Hjorth | Introduction[END_REF], in singular or plural depending on whether one of us, or both, were present at the time.

Journeys in experience economy

Et in Arcadia ego

Arkadia is the biggest shopping mall in Poland, opened to the public in 2004. If you write "arkadia" in Polish google the rst link that shows up will lead you to the mall, not to the Greek or the mythical Arcadia (spelled identically in Polish as the mall's name). It prides itself on hosting 255 shops, 22 restaurants, a cinema with 15 screens, and a parking for 4400 cars. Its architecture and interior design allude to the mythical domain: decorations represent astrological signs, and one of the passages is named after Pan Twardowski, a fabled Polish sorcerer. Large parts of the ceilings are covered with glass -it lets the light in, while blocking the meteorological vicissitudes.

e interior is organized to invite experiences of carefree shopping: little picturesque stands with colourful souvenirs to remind the customers of sea-side holidays, a traditional stand with sausages and preserves to bring the mind to fantasies of what it used to be like to shop in a real bazaar. Small cafes spilling out into the passages symbolize the big city minus Experiencing e Shadow: Organizational exclusion and denial within Experience Economy is copy does not follow journal layout or page numbers. Originally published in Organization the rain and tra c noise. e whole space moves the aneur into a mythical shopping paradise, its mythical namesake -the world of happiness and brightness. Yet I (Author2) feel increasingly stressed, tired, somehow inadequate. I see some dreamy faces, people walking around smiling, a man strolling in a di erent rhythm from the crowd's. He strikes me as something of a sleepwalker. A couple talk loudly and laugh noisily. A group of teenagers walk by. All of the passersby seem to be oblivious of the others, not being part of their companies. More than once people walk right into me without saying sorry, they just march ahead. ey seem to be able to navigate without even looking at other people, as if surrounded by a protective bubble. I follow the main human stream, and we mill around and around, I make several loops before I step out into the vast hall, ooded with light and sound. Why do I feel so lonely in this populous place? I realize that I have forgotten why I came here. Yes, I'm doing research. Back to observing and noticing. e wall of sound and movement dissolves into concrete symbols, sounds, persons, things. In this abundance of detail the place becomes a bazaar and carnival. Yet whenever my attention slips, everything melts down again into a magnetic stream drawing me in, drowning me and urging me to move in circles… is Arcadia reminds me of Hades, the place where the shadows of the dead stroll around aimlessly and unwittingly, deprived of memory and awareness.

Arkadia tries hard to present itself as a site of wonders, magic, and blissful excitement. In tune with the description of contemporary shopping malls as "temples of consumption" [START_REF] Ritzer | e McDonaldization of Society[END_REF][START_REF] Makowski | Świątynia Konsumpcji[END_REF], its decor attempts to evoke a mood simultaneously spiritual and idyllic. Yet none of it is anchored in the building's space beyond the most super cial styling. Arkadia readily corresponds to [START_REF] Augé | Non-Places: Introduction to an Anthropology of Supermodernity[END_REF] description of non-places, spaces suitable for passing through, yet discouraging any human contact or spatial engagement. In true hyperreal fashion, digging beneath the super cial, advertised image does not reveal any underlying structure of meaning, but rather vacuity, confusion, a lock of direction. Much of the critique of contemporary shopping malls, and the consumerist culture the are taken to represent (e.g. [START_REF] Barber | Jihad versus McWorld[END_REF][START_REF] Ritzer | e McDonaldization esis: Explorations and Extensions[END_REF] centres on this shallowness, arti ciality of meanings attached to consumer products, and on the resulting alienation of the citizen reduced to the role of a passive consumer.

e feelings I experienced in Arkadia were reactions to this shallowness that the setting in no way acknowledged or accommodated. I felt alienated and excluded from something vital, a promise that failed to materialize. e culture of the market is older than supermarkets, it has its roots in bazaars and fairs. Yet Arkadia is shallow and super cial and its conscious core, the identity, does not hold the values of a visitor with expectations rooted in a bazaar culture: the possibility of registering discontent, of openly resisting the pro ered imagery. I also felt annoyed and impatient with the overt extravaganza of the setting -the paralysing inability to nd the shop I would have liked to nd and buy the things I wanted to buy.

e messages sent out by Arkadia, promising fun and celebration, were lost on me and I was annoyed with them.

e Hanging Gardens and the Abyss Złote Tarasy (Golden Terraces) is a shopping centre in central Warsaw opened to the public in 2007.

e complex hosts 200 shops, a supermarket, several restaurants, as well as a parking for 1700 cars. It is located close to the Central Railway Station in a modern building, and is covered with a wavy glass roof, revealing a view of the sky and the neighbouring high-rises. I (Author2) enter the complex at ground level and my rst impression is that of ooding light. e name Golden Terraces is indeed a good description of how the light and space sculpt themselves. I explore the ground level, pausing in the big hall from which all the upper levels are visible, then I walk around slowly in the passages. Some people walk purposefully, heading for one of the stores. Some stroll individually, or in groups, their pace relaxed, reminding me of city aneurs in the Old Town. Many are passing through the complex, heading for one the exits. Among the passersby there is one distinctive group with a more purposeful demeanour than is characteristic of others.

ey carry backpacks or suitcases and most of them walk briskly, rarely pausing or looking around. I take the escalator to the upper levels. e escalators are made of translucent fabric, you can see the mechanisms working inside. e stairs are arranged in a tall shaft and the movement of the machinery, people and light gives a strong impression of sparks spiralling upwards and downwards as in a chimney. I let myself being transported through the uid space, up to the upmost level right under the wavy glass roof. e light is even more intense here, I step out right into it and I catch myself thinking is copy does not follow journal layout or page numbers. Originally published in Organization of sudden illumination. e contours of all things are soft and they seem to shimmer and icker. is is the fast food court, but no smells or sharp edges of organized space typical of such courts are to be seen here. People look relaxed and they seem to be consuming their food peacefully and without hurry in an atmosphere su used by and smelling of light.

e queues are short and they move slowly. I order a small set of sushi and sit down at a table, taking my time to watch and eat. A woman with a small child takes a seat nearby. She eats while the child plays silently with a matchbox car, pushing it along the soft lines of shadows on the oor. After having eaten, I stroll around for awhile, then I zig-zag down the escalator stairs to the ground level where I land softly, in a group of people with heavy luggage.

ey head for the escalator leading down. I follow. In the underground there is still much light, due to a glass covered wall pointing upwards. A soft smell of owers emanates from a ower-shop. e people with luggage head for a dark passage away from the glass-wall. I walk after them, listening to soft music. "Up and down you turn me…" We pass through a revolving door and a strong current of air. I take another step and I nd myself in an entirely di erent reality. First, the strong, foul, rough smell attacks my senses, I am immediately wrapped up in it, it feels clammy and intrusive, the smell of old frying oil, kebab joins, dirt and railways. e noise is almost as compelling.

e rst thing I notice are the loud announcements of trains about to leave or arrive. en all the other sounds, human and mechanic, chaotically merging together. e dynamics are very di erent from those on the other side of the revolving door. People walk fast, some with luggage and some without, a man driving a small transporter makes his way through the chaotic crowd. Numerous booths line the walls, many of them radiating the foetid smell of frying oil. People behind the counters look sweaty and tired.

e lights are dimmed and arti cially bluish. is is the true underworld. Small shops explode with a cacophony of colours and smells, very di erent people mill rapidly by: I see a man dressed in fresh white jeans and a clean white T-shirt and a man in dirty-green rags, with a face full of scars that look infected. A veggie stand is literally besieged by shoppers, shouting to the assistant who seems to be in a great hurry to weigh and hand the goods to buyers. She looks grey in the face and her eyes are underlined by big dark shadows. She doesn't look the buyers in the face. Nor do they look at her face. A group of teenagers enter a door in the wall; I take a peek into the dark interior: it's a gambling den, I can see the one armed bandits standing by the wall.

e corridor is quite dark here, I pass by a shabby internet spot and something that may be a sex shop. I see stairs and a spot of light, I ascend, a vile odour of human urine attacks my nostrils, like a curtain which mercifully disperses in the end and I step out into the city street su used with sunshine and tra c noise.

As the banality of Arkadia's image was supplemented by the vacuity of the experience of participating in its space, so the impressive tranquillity of Złote Tarasy necessitates the intensity of transitions at the edges of the groomed spaces of the mall. Diametrically opposed spaces and experiences overlap, order encounters disorder, hope and contentment meet despair and desperation.

e barrier between realities invoked feelings of exclusion in me, although this time I was not the one being excluded from some incomprehensible joys of the mall, like in Arkadia, but rather a whole reality out there was being rejected. ere was no place for poverty, for public space, smells, noises, things characteristic of the shopping culture of my city. at culture, de nitely belonging to the bazaar culture, was carefully kept outside by walls, curtains of sound and arti cial smell. All theatrical stages, literal as well as metaphorical, require backstage areas to support their performances. Researchers writing about organizations seen as theatres (e.g. Höp , 2002;[START_REF] Mangham | Organizations as eatre: A Social Psychology of Experiencing e Shadow: Organizational exclusion and denial within Experience Economy is copy does not follow journal layout or page numbers[END_REF] provide abundant examples of the tensions between the two. Here however, all the described spaces provide very public performances, albeit of a di erent hue, and any commonality, or complementariness between them remains unacknowledged. is incongruity made me feel disenchanted, disappointed. I was hoping for an artful enactment of public shopping space, and ended up in a thinned out, sketchy performance before a chosen public, selected for its passivity as much as its willingness to appreciate the spectacle. e expected meanings were prepackaged, and did not take into account my preferences or reactions, resulting in what Brook (1968Brook ( /1990) memorably termed "the deadly theatre," toxic to any new ideas. My hopeful image of Złote Tarasy was not supported by its o cial identity. At times I also felt the irritation that accompanied me in Arkadia -the grandness of the setting discouraged mundane thoughts of buying something I needed. For that I would have preferred to move somewhere else.

e images sent out by the identity management of is copy does not follow journal layout or page numbers. Originally published in Organization Złote Tarasy were lost on me. is is perhaps a good time to reiterate the personal character of our explorations. We see the location of space we associate with organizational shadow literally beneath the surface, hidden under the presentable and carefully managed space of the shopping mall, a fortunate, and perhaps uncanny, accident rather than any rule of spatial presentation of organizations. Basements, attics, as well as central, easily accessible locations can all serve as the places to hide organizational shadow. In every case, creation of the sanitized spaces of publicly o ered experiences requires the setting up and careful maintenance of boundaries, keeping the uncontrolled outside reality from encroaching onto organizational space. e next story, recounting an event experienced by the other author (Author1), deals speci cally with the management of just such a boundary.

An idyll for suspicious minds

Łódź, nominally the second largest Polish city, is served by only a small airport, o ering ights by low cost airlines only. Situated on the far outskirts of the city, it averages only around six plane visits a day, and its passenger amenities consist of a small café and a shop selling alcohol and souvenirs to travellers. A large crowd waits in queues to check-in stands, passport control, and security scan. Fortunately, there is also a sizeable contingent of border guards and security personnel, intent on eliminating any threats to ight safety. All are very sombre, and very methodical in their work, more so than the people I met at any other airport. eir gravitas contrasts absurdly with the middle-of-nowhere location, and the shabby, makeshift buildings that form the setting of the security procedures. My papers are in order, I have no baggage to check in, but I am less successful at going through the security scan. e guards decide that a frying pan I was trying to take with me is just too dangerous to be allowed aboard a plane. I have to leave it in a provided bin for later destruction. Exasperated, I try to discover which part of the frying pan constitutes a potential weapon, yet learn that neither the dish nor the handle (as the two can be separated) are safe enough for me to carry through. I have to deposit both in a provided bin for subsequent destruction. My suspicion raised to the level approaching that of the guards', I posit greed as the possible motive, and make sure to nd a small part I can take with me, so as to leave behind only an incomplete frying pan. One of the guards tries to reassure me, describing prohibited equipment other people have tried bringing aboard. Somebody apparently even attempted to take an electric kettle. I try, and fail, to imagine the danger posed by an electric kettle, but the guard brings me back to reality by demanding to know the function of a wine bottle stopper/vacuum pump I have also packed. Annoyed, I answer curtly but the guard demands I describe its operation in detail. Finally, shaking with barely contained anger, I am let through, together with my bottle stopper. Having checked in no baggage, I can relax in the boarding area, but other passengers are not as lucky. Many are called back to review their checked-in baggage, as its closer inspection reveals proscribed contents. I sit in a corner, trying to console myself by inventing imaginative explanations regarding function of a bottle stopper. As usual, great answers come far too late to be of any use.

is story immediately raises a question of whether departure hall of a low cost airline airport should be considered as partaking in experience economy. Certainly, services o ered are advertised largely through their low prices, and minimizing costs appears as the leading managerial preoccupation. At the same time, much as in the case of ight attendants described by [START_REF] Hochschild | e Managed Heart: Commercialization of Human Feeling[END_REF], copious amounts of emotional labour are demanded from (any) airline employees. Customers are surrounded by just as many smiles as on ag carrier ights, even if the smiles look somewhat more forced. Of course, staging of experiences goes well beyond assuring polite and convivial interactions with the customers -indeed, staging a safe ight invariably involves curt and formal encounters between passengers and security. Crucial for the creation of a safe ying environment, is the control of the organization's boundaries: careful monitoring of people and objects about to partake in the ight, as well as of behaviours and emotions of everyone involved. Yet the act of separation is itself a deeply emotional practice, engendering anger, fear, and suspicion bordering on paranoia forming a suppressed counterpart of the overt creation of security. In this instance, the remote location, small scale, and, ultimately, obvious insigni cance of the airport provokes an additional manifestation of the shadow that exposes the delusions of grandeur of the organization, counterpoising absurdity and grotesqueness to the utter seriousness of the airport's conscious self-presentation. It invokes feelings of strong impatience with the show and a longing for a is copy does not follow journal layout or page numbers. Originally published in Organization more mundane enactment of the travel situation, such as that of commuter-trains, without the imposed halo of "air travel experience".

e image that the airport was trying to persuade its passengers to embrace was lost on me. I also felt somewhat excluded from the fun available, perhaps, elsewhere, to some other consumers -maybe the ones travelling by standard airlines, maybe the rst class passengers, maybe the VIPs? e conscious identity management of the airport failed to express the culture of air-travel it attempted to appropriate. As a participant, I am left feeling deceived by the incongruity of the unfolding spectacle, but the experience carries none of the ironic tones of a Bakhtinian "gay deception:" I feel completely alone in my refusal to accept the organization's claims. ere is no possibility to laugh at the scene's pomposity , no jester able and willing to puncture organizational hubris.

e next story, recounting an event witnessed by the two of us together, also speaks of a highly ideological discourse of justi cation, albeit of a di erent kind and taking place in a completely di erent setting.

By papal decree

In June 1999 the Pope John Paul II visited Warsaw.

e entire city became radically reorganized in order to accommodate the visit. Most of the roads were closed to normal tra c and some additional bus routes were added to enable passage to the religious festivities. Many inhabitants were worried about tra c jams preventing them from reaching their workplaces. A number of companies and institutions declared the day of the papal visit a day o . In other companies, some people called in sick as a preventive measure. However, the tra c nightmare scenario never materialized. Instead, most of the time during the visit, the streets were empty, and it was much easier and quicker to get to many places than usual. Warsaw is known for the bad state of its streets.

eir poor shape is due to a notorious lack of funds. However, before the papal visit, all streets where the Pope was likely to drive through were repaired. Some were even specially constructed in case the Pope might possibly like to pass through. e road construction fever blocked the city for months before the visit. e improvements proved to be one of the few enduring e ects of the visit for the city inhabitants. All the re brigades of Warsaw were fully mobilized, and so were the police. Yet there were fewer crimes than usual. People phoned the police in order to learn how to get to places, how to behave when the Pope drove through Warsaw, and even to ask about the weather forecast. is was highly unusual, normally the inhabitants of Warsaw address the police force with roughly the same problems as other big city inhabitants.

e Pope used his famous papa mobile car to move around the city of Warsaw. For travels at some greater distances he was provided with a special helicopter by the Polish state. All the means of transportation used by the Pope were described in detail by the mass media. e live transmission of the farewell encounter between the Pope and the people gathered at the Warsaw airport contained, among other things, quite a long account of the airplane that the Pope was about to board.

e Pope was omnipresent, not just in religious contexts but was invoked frequently in the media that referred to the Pope while taking up all possible topics, from the weather to the housing situation. Numerous pope-related gadgets ooded the market.

ese included books, videotapes, multimedia CD-ROMs about the Pope, at least three compact discs containing his poetry as well as music inspired by him, puzzles, a family board game, and a computer game. Additionally, billboards promoting products loosely or not at all related to the visit, but referring nonetheless to the Pope's image were quite common. For example, Agfa advertised a photo camera lm promoted as " lm for the pilgrim" on posters depicting the Pope. A group of Swedish colleagues arrived in Warsaw at the time of the visit to attend a management conference.

ey had been looking forward to a visit to the Warsaw opera. To their surprise the Grand eatre was closed during the entire papal visit.

ey were even more amazed when they learned that prohibition had been declared in the city of Warsaw and all the surrounding areas for the duration of the visit. Several University departments and public libraries were also closed. Some hospitals did not allow visits to patients during the standard visiting hours on Sunday. e Swedes joked that a guard should perhaps be posted in front of liquor shops and theatres, asking for people's religious denomination: Catholics would be kept out, but Protestants -allowed in.

is was, though, clearly the view of outsiders, not inculcated in the logic of the local discourse. Pope's presence (or the promise of his presence) served not as an expression of religious authority, but as an organizing principle recon guring the city, the incontestable basis for legitimizing shifts in urban Experiencing e Shadow: Organizational exclusion and denial within Experience Economy is copy does not follow journal layout or page numbers. Originally published in Organization order. When a newspaper reader complained about beautiful poplars lining one of the Warsaw streets were being cut down, the editorial team investigated, and cheerfully reported that there was no need for alarm, as the trees were brought down as part of the preparations for the papal visit. Everything that happened in Warsaw at that time seemed to happen because of the Pope. Most of the conversations also revolved around the visit. But then, transformation of the city was remarkable. A colleague from Innsbruck arrived and left Warsaw on the same day as the Pope. Our Austrian friend thought it was a lucky sign and was in great spirits when he arrived. However, when he discovered all the complications and limitations, he started to feel puzzled and confused. He explored the city mainly by foot, but also by tram and bus. He observed, with much interest and curiosity, the ceremonial face of the city, the decorated churches, public and private houses, altars, and people. On the last day we took him to the airport in our car by a convoluted route around the main roads. He was positive he had witnessed something very exotic and extraordinary, even though he didn't see the Pope at all.

In the story, the Pope, despite never appearing in person, dominates the discourse as well as the space of the city. His gure is very much that of an absent father, distant, authoritarian and authoritative. Indeed, absences dominate the story, ranging from empty streets to empty shelves and removed trees. Absent is also the possibility of continuing life una ected by the Pope's visit. Yet this totalizing discourse nevertheless dissolves into a complex pattern of organizing, its hegemonic linguistic coherence subverted in a myriad of diverging goals, practices, and spatial arrangements. Papal presence forms the basis for experiencing Warsaw of June 1999, but actual experiences are still formed through engaging with diverse local practices rather than by papal teachings or o cial proclamations.

is is not to claim any asocial quality for experience, but rather the impossibility of restricting staged experiences to a predetermined range of responses. In this case, the setting invoked strong feelings in us that were outside of the conscious intentions of the event: we felt excluded and oppressed, and we were resisting its rules. As Protestants, agnostics, Catholics from outside of the current mainstream, we felt we did not belong. We also felt oppressed by the event, having had norms imposed on us that we did not identify with. Like the foreign visitors, we wanted to do di erent things, drink wine together with our guests to celebrate their visit, or even celebrate the event with the Austrian friend, but not on the ways enforced by the organizers. Several of the values and norms deriving from the managed identity were not freely espoused by us but rather imposed.

e event of the papal visit ful lled its carnival role of suspending some traditional norms of social interaction, but it did not o er space for reinterpretation and creation of new meanings: instead, it o ered packaged solutions of new rules that all participants were expected to follow. As a result, we felt estranged, impatient, and frustrated at times, wishing to be able to travel in the city, drive our friend to the airport and not being able to realize these mundane aims. Some of the o cial images fell on our deaf ears. Another staged event in Warsaw which we also attended together brought a set of di erent feelings.

Experience the Market

On a sunny day in June we attend the nostalgia fair in Warsaw, announced as Nowy Kercelak, or New Kercelak. Kercelak used to be the name of the legendary marketplace in central Warsaw that operated until WWII. One of our grandmothers used to visit the marketplace before the War and to her, as to many inhabitants of Warsaw and the area around the city, it was the epitome of old Warsaw.

e new Kercelak greets us with disco music and a stage show, perhaps a dancing context for the general public. e event draws a large public. As we pass by, a winner is announced, but the sounds continue and are audible all the time we spend at the fair. One of the streets is closed o to tra c and numerous stands are arranged along it. ey tempt the visitors with everything from ice-cream of a kind we remember from the pre-transition era, to antiquities galore, to folk handicraft. Smells of grilled sausage and sweet wafers mix and entice, kids scream at the height of their lungs, disco music pulsates. Suddenly weI hear the sound of some kind of vehicle approaching. It turns out to be a miniature horse driven tram that runs along the old and long unused rails that still exist here. So they are usable after all these years? I am amazed. I look down at the cobblestones and the rails with respect.

e tram drives by, with kids attached to its sides, just like in the old days. A group of acrobats dressed in old-fashioned clothes perform some of the typical marketplace tricks. ey date from before our times and we cannot judge the accuracy of the performance with the original but it certainly looks good. WeI feel a bit like we're moving is copy does not follow journal layout or page numbers. Originally published in Organization back in time into the historic marketplace but then we are very semantic readers at the moment. en we notice a performer, dressed up like a typical traditional Warsaw cwaniak, or hustler, inviting the passersby to play dice or a game of three card monte. e latter is an infamous game that slyboots used to in ict on unsuspecting passersby, especially visitors from the country-side, as practically all Warsaw inhabitants knew of its reputation as a con dence trick. e entertainer would bet some money on a card and the passerby was also invited to place a similar bet. en he or she was asked to guess where the card was. If they guessed right they would win, if wrong -the performer won. In one round someone from the public, usually a shill, that is a secret associate of the performer, won the money. Afterwards, genuine members of the public played, all of them losing, sometimes signi cant amounts of money. ere are stories in many families of how a person going to Warsaw to sell a horse went home empty-handed after an encounter with a game of three card monte. We Iare am amazed at the twist the experience economy takes in the new Kercelak with the three cards performer -here we are invited to experience the swindle, experience what it's like to be cheated. e man tempts us with a little game of three cards and tries to persuade us to bet one of our cameras. He is very charismatic but we decline, laughingly. en we notice the stall vis à vis -with a sign announcing that our problems can easily be solved. It is a stall run by a group of Christian fundamentalists, dressed in T-shirts with a sign of a sh on the back. ey advertise an image of Christ who wins in all life's games, ultimately but certainly, and they invite the passersby to bet on him.

Nowy Kercelak recasts a fabled space of Warsaw history and legend, representing it in a contemporary entertainment setting of a street fair. is involves translation of memory (and history) into a form suitable for a di erent audience, and accounting for the aims of the fair's organizers. One of the most distinct features of this process is the attempted domestication of the market space, fabled, after all, as much for legitimate trade as for the amount of illegal business and swindling to be found on its premises. But translation, of texts as well as of ideas, events, or organizations always introduces new ideas, changes available interpretations, and adds new possible meanings [START_REF] Steiner | After Babel: Aspects of Language and Translation[END_REF][START_REF] Czarniawska | Translating is copy does not follow journal layout or page numbers[END_REF] Here, the legacy of crime is acknowledged in the gure of the pretend-hustler, witnessing the remarkable power of experience economy approach, recasting even the most unpleasant event (that of being swindled) as an enticing experience. For, although the tradition to romanticize outlaws and crooks dates back to Bonnie and Clyde, Robin Hood, and beyond, in most representations the reader is not invited to identify with the victims. Yet, at the same time, the experience of the New Kercelak three card monte lacks the central element of victimhood, the foiling of target's expectations. In the entertainment version, visitors expect to be cheated, e ectively removing the element of danger from the experience. But is it that simple? Is it really possible to excise unsavoury sensations, dangers of ignorance, and possibility of transgression from staged experiences? We believe that Christian preachers handing out free literature and inviting passersby to join Jesus manifest the exact very same risks that the staging sought to cast out from the space of the fair. Not because they are unavoidably insincere, or their aim is to cheat the visitors. We know little about their agenda, or about the dangers (and rewards) of accepting their invitations, although we nd it likely that they were sincere. We felt that the event abused our con dence somehow: we went there to participate in lighthearted fun, and encountered actors that seemed to take themselves far more seriously than what the event could support. Both the entertainer and the zealots approximate the trickster role, attempting to rede ne it in the context of an experience economy event. Both interpretations, however, fail to raise any di cult questions, or to expose the absurdity of the established order-the prerogative and raison d'être of a successful Fool (de [START_REF] Kets De Vries | e Organizational Fool: Balancing a leader's hubris[END_REF]). e sanctioned swindler served to recast a bustling market into a safe, domesticated space and the preachers' message was, paradoxically, too serious to be taken seriously. Nevertheless, Kercelak obviously attracts readings that go beyond its aura of easy fun. In the middle of the fair we found ourselves considering problems of salvation and eternal damnation, yet, if we were to look for answers there, on the spot, we felt we would become quite disappointed. e images these people might have brought to the fair would not have been responded to by its conscious managed identity. But we were also a bit disenchanted with the event itself, its incongruity. e managed identity of New Kercelak fell sadly short of our images of street fairs and marketplaces, and of the legend of Kercelak itself.

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Aftermath

Wrocław, a city in Western Poland. New Year's Day. On the previous night, the City Square hosted the largest celebration in Poland, with a music show drawing tens of thousands of mostly intoxicated inhabitants and visitors. Now, though, very little sign of the wild carnival of the night before can be seen. ere is a urry of activity in the city centre, however: large, immaculately choreographed groups of cleaners work hard to remove all traces of last night's revelry. By noon, most city centre has been cleared. While frenzied work is carried out around the City Square, the rest of the city is virtually deserted. Municipal services, including public transport, are e ectively on hold, despite posted schedules promising otherwise. Shops, cafes, and restaurants are similarly closed.

e weather has changed, too, and biting cold underscores the static stillness of the abandoned streets. As we walk around, we discover traces of city life upsetting the frozen landscape. A few befuddledlooking tourists stumble around the empty areas. Small groups of frozen would-be passengers huddle on bus and tram stops, trying feebly to ward o cold while they wait for delayed and cancelled buses. We join one such gathering, and eventually catch a tram to the Centennial Hall, an exhibition centre and a masterpiece of modernist architecture. e hall is, unsurprisingly closed, but a small skating rink set up outside draws a number of visitors. It is one of the very few businesses open on the day, but it is a fairly basic operation-no refreshments are on o er, only the ice, and a possibility of renting skates. Still, we are heartened by nding a working attraction. We decide to return to the centre, checking bus and tram schedules posted on numerous stops around the complex. It seems that even on New Year's Day we should not need to wait too long, with a large number of available connections. An hour later, frozen to the bone, we are nally rescued by a dilapidated bus. As we are returning to the hotel, one of us starts coughing, having gained a severe cold as a memento of our outing. e condition appears to mirror that of the city itself.

is, the last of our stories, and another exploration we have undertaken together, brings us to the end of the experience event. It speaks of the reassertion of order after a night of revelry, the triumphant return of normalcy following the excesses of a Bakhtinian carnival (Bakhtin, 1941(Bakhtin, /1984)). For even though events of New Year's Eve were carefully planned and organised, the infusion of an immense crowd (with alcohol and reworks) garnished the proceedings with not a small amount of chaos. But the day after, visitors are absent from the streets while large, organised contingents remove all traces of the celebration. is task is important enough to prioritize it over the preservation of the normal functioning of the city, as seen in the breakdown of public transport and the closing of shops, kiosks, cafés, and restaurants. We are particularly interested in contrasts and inconsistencies to be found in organizational representations and practices, and this story provided many. e dynamism, joyfulness, and exuberance of the experiences staged on New Year's Eve removed orderliness, moroseness, and loneliness from city space.

ese feelings did not vanish, however, but reappeared in force the next morning. It made us feel strongly disillusioned and disenchanted.

e event held for us promises of renewal, images of endless celebration, emotional high that it in no way could or would stand for. All we were left with was a day-after aura of a broken spell. e disillusionment originated from the the managed identity of the event failing to respond towards some aspects of our image of it.

Shadows and light

All of our stories can be described as experiences brought about by some form of customer engagement with experience economy, though their relation to the products being o ered varies widely. We deliberately chose to study everyday settings and largely commonplace events to highlight the potential of examining interactions in the framework of experience economy. We see heightened receptivity towards surrounding sensations as lying at the heart of engagement in staged experiences, thus paralleling, and uniquely suitable for, ethnographic investigation. In the described instances, we focused on the darker side of these common, largely unremarkable experiences, as embedded in their staging. None of the issues raised by our stories are endemic to experiential events, yet we believe they appear here in a starker contrast. We are also aware that contemporary consumption entails a host of much more potentially disturbing phenomena, ranging from pornography to drug use to sexual tourism: each of them deserves careful and contextualized study, and provokes di cult decisions regarding their acceptability. Our aim, however, is not too look for the darkest shadows, but rather at the most common, domesticated aspects of experience is copy does not follow journal layout or page numbers. Originally published in Organization economy that nevertheless invite attempts at further sterilization.

e events we described are all what Hjorth and Kostera (2007) call mass-produced experiences, where the product is intended to be shared with a considerable number of others. e consumers of mass experience are invited to be extroverted and open to a collective reception of sensation. e theatricality of this type of experience economy events is particularly obvious, and they acquire a strong carnivalesque avour. A common theme to be found in all stories are the attempts to control, to set clear boundaries, to order and sanitize.

is is hardly surprising, as control over the o ered product is implied in [START_REF] Pine | e Experience Economy: Work is eater and Every Business a Stage[END_REF] invitation to stage experiences. But experiences, even more so than other components of organizing, are relational, and require input and active participation of the people experiencing the staging. And, although mainstream marketing is all about eradicating sadness, ugliness and loss from the sight of the consumer, it is crucial to realize not all experiences are, or can be, pleasant. Feelings and ideas excised from organizational discourse do not vanish, they aggregate in the organization's unconscious [START_REF] Sievers | Work, Death, and Life Itself: Essays on Management and Organization[END_REF], forming its shadow. Building on the model presented in g.1, we can now add the feelings invoked by the unacknowledged and lost elements taking place during the four sub-processes of organizational identity creation ( g. 2)

e unacknowledged and rejected elements of the identity creation process make up the shadow. e encounter with the shadow produces negative feelings, sometimes quite strong. e values not spontaneously re ected in culture by espousal, become imposed on it and in some of the studied experience economy events, invoked feelings of being oppressed, a desire to resist (or the resignation of surrendering). Norms and values that are not expressed in the identity and unacknowledged through hypocrisy, led to feelings of exclusion and alienation in many of the studied events.

e images that fail to become mirrored in the identity through denial, brought to us feelings of disillusion and disenchantment in several events. Consciously promoted ideas not impressed in the external images by misdirection become lost, and made us feel impatient with the o cially staged show, frustrated in the lack of correspondence of what we wanted to do with what the event allowed for in several cases.

e strongest and most repetitive feelings we encountered were those of exclusion and alienation, as well as disenchantment, the failure of the spell. How typical these feelings are for experience economy is hard to say, as is how representative our observations are. However, the negative feelings we have experienced are fairly recurrent at least in some of the settings. It would be interesting to see how other experience economy events compare to our explorations, and how other organizations do.

Integrating the shadow

Our exploration also point to the need to search for ways to integrate the shadow. e shadow is dangerous precisely because it is repressed and unacknowledged [START_REF] Jung | Archetypes of the Collective Unconscious[END_REF]. It manifests itself in uncontrollable outbursts, with results ranging, as our stories demonstrate, from farcical to chilling. While we cannot point out any sure re way of integrating organizational shadow and, indeed, do not believe in the possibility of creating a simple managerial solution, we can still infer some ways of searching for a fuller organizational identity. We see such search as a quest more than problem-solving--a continuous process that, while helpful for those involved, can never culminate in a de nite solution [START_REF] Kostera | e Quest for the Self-actualizing Organization[END_REF]To even begin to deal with the shadow-side of the experience economy is to accept the darker aspects of experience: not all sensations are pleasant, and it is impossible to make them so. In this vein, [START_REF] Brunsson | Organized Hyporisy[END_REF] asked for the acknowledgement of organizational hypocrisy: appreciation, open discussion, and acceptance of the shadow robs it of its power to subvert conscious identity. Recognition of the common ambivalence of (organizational) experience is what separates art from kitsch [START_REF] Kostera | e Kitsch-Organization[END_REF], in organizational life as much as in any artistic endeavour.

e already-discussed gure of an organizational trickster can provide help in this quest: exposing fragility of organizational dogma, satirizing the power claims of its leaders, and openly discussing hidden anxieties all help to integrate some aspects of the organization's shadow. More generally, ironic distance towards sacred truths hampers the organizational processes of imposition, misdirection, and denial, inhibiting shadow-formation and fostering a more inclusive organizational identity. We see all these strategies pre gured in Bakhtin's discussion of carnival, and speci cally in the double sense of this idea appearing throughout his writings: as a temporary irruption into the ordered hierarchical reality (1941/1984), but also as a basic epistemological stance allowing the participant, as well as the researcher, to distance oneself from the seriousness and rigidity of the phenomena under consideration (1963/1987). Similarly, the carnivalesque character of experience economy allows not only for inclusion of unsavoury sensations into organizational practice, but also for transforming them into a means of constructing, and comprehending, a more fully integrated organizational identity. Transgression forms the bedrock of understanding.

Fig. 1

 1 Fig. 1: e Construction of Organizational Identity and Shadow. Based on the Identity Dynamics model by[START_REF] Hatch | Relations Between Organizational Culture, Identity and Image[END_REF]

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 2 Fig. 2: e Construction of Organizational Identity and Shadow: feelings invoked by experience economy events. Based on the Identity Dynamics model by[START_REF] Hatch | Relations Between Organizational Culture, Identity and Image[END_REF]

For an overview, see[START_REF] Kostera | Myth, Metaphor and Inspiration[END_REF].


Thomas Debris-Alazard

Nicolas Sendrier
email: nicolas.sendrier@inria.fr

Jean-Pierre Tillich
email: jean-pierre.tillich@inria.fr

About Wave Implementation and its Leakage Immunity *

. It is based on a family of trapdoor oneway Preimage Sampleable Functions and is proven EUF-CMA in the random oracle model under two code-based computational assumptions. One of its key properties is to produce signatures uniformly distributed of fixed Hamming weight. This property implies that, if properly implemented, Wave is immune to leakage attack. We describe here the key stages for the implementation of the Wave trapdoor inverse function to integrate all the features to achieve leakage-freeness. A proof of concept implementation was made in SageMath. It allowed us to check that properly generated Wave signatures are uniformly distributed. In particular, we show that the signatures produced by this implementation defeat the Barreto-Persichetti attack. We show which features of the Wave specification were improperly put aside and explain why the claim of breaking Wave is incorrect.

Preliminary Statement. We consider here the first version of Wave (v1 of [START_REF] Debris-Alazard | Wave: A new family of trapdoor one-way preimage sampleable functions based on codes[END_REF]). This is the version which is allegedly broken in [START_REF] Paulo | Cryptanalysis of the Wave signature scheme[END_REF]. All the features that guaranty the absence of leakage are already there. It considers a strict (U, U + V ) code (i.e. not generalized) and has no information set gap. The description of the decoder for generalized (U, U + V ) codes only appeared in the v2. The information set gap (denoted d) appeared in third version of Wave. The information set gap was introduced to give a provably small upper bound for the statistical distance between the signatures distribution and uniform distribution. We conjecture that this statistical distance is negligible even with a zero gap. Our implementation is available at the following URL: https://project.inria.fr/wave and includes the three versions.

Hash-and-Sign Signatures and Leakage Attacks

A hash-and-sign digital signature scheme uses a trapdoor one-way function f (). The message is hashed to produce a random element y in the domain of f (). The legitimate user, the signer, uses the trapdoor to compute a preimage x of y. The signature x is verified by checking f (x) = y.

When the one-way function f () is surjective, the trapdoor inverse function will use the secret trapdoor to select one particular preimage. It may happen that this selection is biased and leaks information on the secret key.

Reaching a Target Distribution for Wave Signatures

The Wave signature scheme is hash-and-sign with a surjective one-way function. Moreover, as noticed in the design of Surf1 , the binary ancestor of Wave, the "native" (U, U + V ) decoder is highly biased and the signature algorithm has to be carefully designed to avoid leakage attacks.

Here the target distribution is the uniform distribution over words a constant weight w. To reach this distribution we proceed with the following stages.

1. Select parameters, code length and dimension (n, k), signature weight w, but also the component codes dimension k U + k V = k. This choice is made so that the two related computational problems are hard enough and the "native" decoder produces an error of average weight w.

2. The decoder has two successive steps.

2a. The first decoding step draws an integer ∈ [0, k V ] according to a distribution D V , then draws a set of k V random positions and fills them with random values of Hamming weight . The word is completed into an output e V of Hamming weight t.

2b. The second decoding step depends of t. It draws an integer k =0 ∈ [0, k U ] according to a distribution D t U , then draws a set of k U random positions, k =0 of which are in the support of e V . The k U positions are filled and completed as specified (Algorithm 4 and Algorithm 5 in [START_REF] Debris-Alazard | Wave: A new family of trapdoor one-way preimage sampleable functions based on codes[END_REF]). This is repeated until the final error vector has weight exactly w. Note that this requires a family of distributions, one for each value the Hamming weight t of the first step output.

3. After each decoding step we apply a rejection sampling vector. The rejection vectors are precomputed.

3a. The result of the first decoding step is accepted with probability r V (t), t = |e V |. There is a single rejection vector.

3b. The result of the second decoding step is accepted with probability r U (t, ), t = |e V | and depends of e U and e V . There is a family of rejection vectors, one for each value of t.

Note that there is some freedom in the choice of the distributions D V and D t U . Each choice will lead to different rejection vectors. Note also that those distributions must be chosen carefully else the acceptance ratio may become exponentially small. Here we chose truncated Laplace distributions.

This framework and more details on the choice of the distributions and of the rejection vectors are given in [START_REF] Debris-Alazard | Wave: A new family of trapdoor one-way preimage sampleable functions based on codes[END_REF].

Leakage Attacks on Wave

If the three stages of §2 are correctly implemented, signatures are produced according to a uniform distribution over S w the set of ternary words of length n and weight w.

In the random oracle model, to perform a leakage attack, an adversary will observe any number of signatures. After some extra computation, the adversary tries to extract some information on the secret key.

Full Implementation: Each signature is drawn independently and uniformly in S w . The sample is indistinguishable from a random set of words of weight w. Obviously no leakage attack is possible.

Removing Stage 3: If for some reason no rejection vector is applied, the adversary will still have a hard time. If the distributions D V and D t U have the correct mean values (see [3, §5.3]) the observed distribution will still be close to uniform.

Modifying Stage 2: If the distributions are not correctly chosen, then things can get really bad. First, the rejection vectors can be computed but this will often lead to an exponentially small acceptance rate. Without the rejection vectors, the first order statistics on coordinate pairs (i, j) will reveal some information. We call first order statistic a probability P((e i , e j ) = (a, b)) for some (a, b) ∈ F 23 where e i and e j are the i-th and j-th coordinates of a signature e, here coming from the modified algorithm. In fact, the first order statistics when (i, j) is a matched pair (i.e. i and j are symmetric to one another in the non permuted version of the code), are different from those of the other pairs. This fact was remarked in a previous work in the binary case [2, §4.1].

We illustrate the various modifications and their impact on first order statistics in §6.

Implementing Wave

As proof a proof of concept, we implemented Wave as described in §2. This was done in SageMath and allowed us to check that the output distribution was not distinguishable from the uniform distribution over S w . It is available on Wave's web page 2 .

Comments and Limitations.

1. As mentioned above, the choice for the distributions in stages 2a and 2b is free but a bad choice could lead to a low acceptance rate in stage 3.

2.

If the mean values of the distributions are correct (i.e. those that stem from a final output uniformly distributed in S w ) there is no first order bias even without rejection vectors, but to completely avoid leakage, rejection vectors are needed in stages 3a and 3b.

3. The acceptance rate is exponentially small if distributions are not well chosen. It is the case for instance by chosing binomial distributions, even with the correct means. What happens is that the tails of the output distributions are too low and emulating those tails correctly will force a low average acceptance rate. The input distribution is best chosen such that the corresponding output tails augment above those of the target distribution.

4. An open question which we have not fully addressed yet is the precision with which the rejection vectors must be computed to reach a given security level against leakage attacks.

5. The current program uses truncated Laplace distributions and the native floating point arithmetic of SageMath to compute the rejection vectors. Because of the fixed precision arithmetic, the resulting signature algorithm leaks. This leakage is small, but it certainly needs to be quantified precisely. Nevertheless, what we present here is enough to judge of the feasability of a leakage-free implementation.

Barreto and Persichetti claim an attack on Wave in [START_REF] Paulo | Cryptanalysis of the Wave signature scheme[END_REF]. It is a leakage attack but on a scheme deprived of its substance. The signatures are produced with an algorithm where stage 3 and most of stage 2 are removed. It ignores D V , picks and fills the k V information positions randomly. It ignores D t U and picks the k U information positions randomly. Indeed, signatures produced that way are highly biased and the secret key is easily recovered. The statistic they use is P(e i = -e j ) -P(e i = e j ) (see §6).

We formally contest that this is an attack on Wave. To claim an attack on Wave one has to produce the signatures with either a program compliant with the specification, or, if it is not the case, one has to prove that the unimplemented features are irrelevant for the attack. Of course we wrote to the authors. This was greeted by a new preprint version in which a few remarks were added. But the position of the authors was unchanged and expressed by the following paragraph: "Summarizing: our attack still holds against a fully detailed implementation of Wave; it does not depend on the total counts of signature coefficient values being uniform, and is not thwarted by making them so."

The beginning of the sentence seems to imply that they are aware that a "fully detailed implementation" was specified, that they did not use those full specifications, and that they believe it does not matter. We are are unable to comment the rest of the paragraph.

There was yet another version of [START_REF] Paulo | Cryptanalysis of the Wave signature scheme[END_REF]. After claiming in the first version that they "do not see how the scheme can be repaired", Barreto and Persichetti proposed a fix. This fix, called Tsunami, consisted in changing the distribution of the total weight of the information position values in stage 2a, in other words adjusting the distribution D V . By doing this, the difference of the statistic P(e i = -e j ) -P(e i = e j ) between the matched pairs and the others vanishes. However, as we show in the next section, Tsunami is still prone to leakage attacks using other first order statistics, for instance P((e i , e j ) = (0, 0)).

After we completed the full implementation of Wave with all the design stages, we checked the attack, which does not work anymore. We sent them a sample of 100 000 signatures and a public key on February 19. The paper is still online with the following claim: "The number of legitimate signatures the attacker needs to gather is fairly small (around 600 for the proposed 128-bit secure Wave parameters). The equivalent key recovery runs very fast in practice (a few seconds). The most time-consuming stage by far is the generation of the collected legitimate signatures (about one minute)." Thanks to our implementation, this claim is verifiably false if the attack is applied to genuine Wave signatures. The measured statistics of §6 are consistent with the theoretical results of [START_REF] Debris-Alazard | Wave: A new family of trapdoor one-way preimage sampleable functions based on codes[END_REF] which prove that neither the statistic used in [START_REF] Paulo | Cryptanalysis of the Wave signature scheme[END_REF], nor any other first order statistic, nor any statistic at all, can succeed in distinguishing the matched pairs of coordinates from the others.

Measured Statistics

We used our implementation to produce Wave signatures. We also extracted the Magma script from [START_REF] Paulo | Cryptanalysis of the Wave signature scheme[END_REF] to produce signatures on which the attack works. The Magma script of [START_REF] Paulo | Cryptanalysis of the Wave signature scheme[END_REF] do not follow all specifications of Wave but the authors claim that their attack would work even on a fully detailed implementation. We show below that it is not the case.

The tested 4 categories of signatures. First genuine Wave signatures. Next Wave signatures in which the stage 3 is not applied. The last two were produced with the Magma script of [START_REF] Paulo | Cryptanalysis of the Wave signature scheme[END_REF]. The "raw decoder" first, we refer here to the algorithm on which the attack applies. Then signatures using the Tsunami fix.

For each of those categories, we generated a set E of signatures (all of them with the same key) and checked the first order statistics that is, for each (a, b) ∈ F 2 3 , each e = (e 1 , . . . , e n ) ∈ E, we counted for each pair of positions (i, j) the proportion of signatures such that (e i , e j ) = (a, b).

For a random e of Hamming weight w we have for all pairs of position (i, j) and all pair of values (a, b) (of weight δ ∈ {0, 1, 2})

π δ = P((e i , e j ) = (a, b)) = n-2 w-δ n w 2 δ
When the set E is generated with a bias, it may happen that some pairs have different values. As mentionned in [2, §4.1], the "native" (U, U + V ) decoder is biased and some of the above statistic differ from their expectation for matched pairs. A matched pair of position has the form ( , + n/2) in the non permuted version of the code (the secret).

We chose the parameters n = 5172 and w = 4980 from the first version of Wave. This is good enough to provide evidence that the Wave signatures are correctly distributed and allows a comparison with [START_REF] Paulo | Cryptanalysis of the Wave signature scheme[END_REF]. For those parameters, we have π 0 = 0.0013712, π 1 = 0.017876, and π 2 = 0.231781.

All the statistics produced below can be easily reproduced from publicly available software.

Wave Signatures

Below the percentage for each value of (a, b) on average over all pairs and on average over all matched pairs. Those values were obtained from a sample of 400 000 signatures produced by our SageMath full implementation of Wave. Note that there are n(n -1)/2 distinct pairs and only n/2 -1 are matched pairs. Thus the average percentages for the matched pairs are made with a smaller population and may deviate (slightly) more from theory than the average for all pairs. Here the deviation from theory is within the tolerance given the sample of size.

Wave Signatures without Rejection Vectors

Below the percentage for each value of (a, b) on average over all pairs and on average over all matched pairs. Those values were obtained from a sample of 100 000 signatures produced by our SageMath implementation of Wave in which all decoding results are accepted (i.e. stage 3 is completely cancelled). The statistics for the matched pair are very close to the expectation for a uniform distribution. However small deviations can be observed. Note that using thoses deviations to produce an attack won't be easy, several order of magnitude harder than those described below when the stage 2 is incorrectly implemented. Still, with the distributions we chose here (truncated Laplace) it is unsafe to make the economy of stage 3.

Raw (U, U + V ) Decoder Output

Below the percentage for each value of (a, b) on average over all pairs and on average over all matched pairs. Those values were obtained from a sample of 1 200 signatures produced from the Barreto Persichetti Magma script at the end of [START_REF] Paulo | Cryptanalysis of the Wave signature scheme[END_REF]. As expected, we observe a huge bias, especially in the last 4 columns. In [START_REF] Paulo | Cryptanalysis of the Wave signature scheme[END_REF] the observed statistic is P(e i = -e j ) -P(e i = e j ). In other words, one counts for a given position pair (i, j) the number of occurences of the values (1, 2) or (2, 1) minus the number of occurences of the values (1, 1) or [START_REF] Debris-Alazard | Surf: a new code-based signature scheme[END_REF][START_REF] Debris-Alazard | Surf: a new code-based signature scheme[END_REF]. The resulting number should be 0 on average (columns (2, 1) and (1, 2) minus columns (1, 1) and (2, 2)) for a random pair, and almost 30% (≈ 30.85 + 30.87 -16.07 -16.02) of the sample size on average when the pair is matched. This will reveal the matched pairs even with a small sample size. Note that this bias is completely absent in the Wave signatures.

Tsunami Signatures

Below the percentage for each value of (a, b) on average over all pairs and on average over all matched pairs. Those values were obtained from a sample of 1 200 Tsunami signatures produced from the Barreto Persichetti Magma script at the end of [START_REF] Paulo | Cryptanalysis of the Wave signature scheme[END_REF]. The bias in the last columns appears to be corrected in Tsunami signatures. Interestingly, the bias seems to amplify in the first 5 columns. For instance, the position pairs (i, j) in Tsunami signatures whose values are most frequently equal to zero simultaneously are likely to be matched.

Table 1 :

 1 Wave

	(a, b)	(0, 0)	(1, 0)	(2, 0)	(0, 1)	(0, 2)	(1, 1)	(2, 1)	(1, 2)	(2, 2)
	matched 0.13710 1.7876 1.7876 1.7878 1.7874 23.1780 23.1797 23.1768 23.1780
	all 0.13712 1.7875 1.7875 1.7877 1.7877 23.1783 23.1782 23.1780 23.1780
	theory 0.13712 1.7876 1.7876 1.7876 1.7876 23.1781 23.1781 23.1781 23.1781

Table 2 :

 2 Wave without Stage 3

	(a, b)	(0, 0)	(1, 0)	(2, 0)	(0, 1)	(0, 2)	(1, 1)	(2, 1)	(1, 2)	(2, 2)
	matched 0.14259 1.7847 1.7844 1.7846 1.7856 23.1730 23.1867 23.1839 23.1744
	all 0.13712 1.7871 1.7871 1.7880 1.7881 23.1773 23.1784 23.1779 23.1790
	theory 0.13712 1.7876 1.7876 1.7876 1.7876 23.1781 23.1781 23.1781 23.1781

Table 3 :

 3 Raw Decoder

	(a, b)	(0, 0)	(1, 0)	(2, 0)	(0, 1)	(0, 2)	(1, 1)	(2, 1)	(1, 2)	(2, 2)
	matched 1.24320 1.2236 1.2286 1.2324 1.2488 16.0742 30.8580 30.8703 16.0209
	all 0.13706 1.7857 1.7835 1.7887 1.7878 23.1986 23.1704 23.1907 23.1575
	theory 0.13712 1.7876 1.7876 1.7876 1.7876 23.1781 23.1781 23.1781 23.1781

Table 4 :

 4 Tsunami .9251 0.9403 0.9301 0.9239 24.0577 23.1444 23.1529 24.0741 all 0.13716 1.7884 1.7884 1.7849 1.7863 23.1684 23.1701 23.1879 23.1885 theory 0.13712 1.7876 1.7876 1.7876 1.7876 23.1781 23.1781 23.1781 23.1781

	(a, b)	(0, 0)	(1, 0)	(2, 0)	(0, 1)	(0, 2)	(1, 1)	(2, 1)	(1, 2)	(2, 2)
	matched 1.85141 0

Surf was later abandoned because one of the computational hardness assumptions was not verified

https://project.inria.fr/wave

* This work was supported by the ANR CBCRYPT project, grant ANR-17-CE39-0007 of the French Agence Nationale de la Recherche.

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