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Tim O'Brien (author)

Tim O'Brien (born October 1, 1946) is an American novelist who mainly writes about his experiences in the Vietnam War and the impact that the war had on the American soldiers who fought there.

The Things They Carried (1990)

 * They carried all they could bear, and then some, including a silent awe for the power of the things they carried.

 * They were afraid of dying but even more afraid to show it.

 * They carried all the emotional baggage of men who might die. Grief, terror, love, longing — these were intangibles, but the intangibles had their own mass and specific gravity, they had tangible weight.

 * They carried the soldier's greatest fear, which was the fear of blushing. Men killed, and died, because they were embarrassed not to.

On the Rainy River

 * Knowledge, of course, is always imperfect, but it seemed to me that when a nation goes to war it must have reasonable confidence in the justice and imperative of its cause. You can't fix your mistakes. Once people are dead, you can't make them undead.

 * I remember opening the letter, scanning the first few lines, feeling the blood go thick behind my eyes. I remember a sound in my head. It wasn't thinking, just a silent howl. A million things all at once — I was too good for this war. Too smart, too compassionate, too everything. It couldn't happen. I was above it.

 * At night, when I couldn't sleep, I'd sometimes carry on silent arguments with those people. I'd be screaming at them, telling them how much I detested their blind, thoughtless, automatic acquiescence to it all, their simpleminded patriotism, their prideful ignorance, their love-it-or-leave it platitudes, how they were sending me off to fight a war they didn't understand and didn't want to understand.

 * You were a treasonous pussy if you had second thoughts about killing and dying for plain and simple reasons.

 * Intellect had run up against emotion. My conscience told me to run, yet some irrational and powerful force was resisting, like a weight pushing me toward the war. What it came to, stupidly, was a sense of shame. Hot, stupid shame. I did not want people to think badly of me.

 * Right then, with the shore so close, I understood that I would not do what I should do. I would not swim away from my hometown and my country and my life. I would not be brave.

 * I would go to the war — I would kill and maybe die — because I was embarrassed not to. That was the sad thing. And so I sat in the bow of the boat and cried.

 * I survived, but it's not a happy ending. I was a coward. I went to the war.

How to Tell a True War Story

 * To generalize about war is like generalizing about peace. Almost everything is true.  Almost nothing is true.

 * Any soldier will tell you, if he tells the truth, that proximity to death brings with it a corresponding proximity to life. After a firefight, there is always the immense pleasure of aliveness.  The trees are alive.  the grass, the soil — everything.  All around you things are purely living, and you among them, and the aliveness makes you tremble.

 * For example, we've all heard this one. Four guys go down a trail.  A grenade sails out.  One guy jumps on it and takes the blast and saves his three buddies.  Is it true?  The answer matters.  You'd feel cheated if it never happened.  Without the grounding of reality, it's just a trite bit of puffery, pure Hollywood, untrue in the way all such stories are untrue

 * A thing may happen and be a total lie; another thing may not happen and be truer than the truth. For example:  Four guys go down a trail.  A grenade sails out.  One guy jumps on it and takes the blast, but it's a killer grenade and everybody dies anyway.  Before they die, though, one of the dead guys says, "The fuck you do that for?" and the jumper says, "Story of my life, man" and other guys start to smile but he's dead.  That's a true story that never happened.

Field Trip

 * There were times in my life when I couldn't feel much, not sadness or pity or passion, and somehow I blamed this place for what I had become, and I blamed it for taking away the person I had once been.

In the Lake of the Woods (1994)

 * 'Well, I still don't get it,' she said. 'The way you talk, it sounds calculating or something. Too cold. Planning every tiny detail.' 'And that's bad?' 'No. Not exactly.' 'What then?' She made a shifting motion with her shoulders. 'I don't know, it just seem strange, sort of. How you've figured everything out, all the angles, except what it's for.' 'For us,' he said. 'I love you, Kath.' 'But it feels — I shouldn't say this — it feels manipulating.'... He talked about leading a good life, doing good things for the world. Yet even as he spoke, John realized he was not telling the full truth. Politics was manipulation. (p. 35)

 * "Fuck it. Kill Jesus."
 * John K. Wade (p. 67)

 * Did I choose this life of illusion? Don't be mad. My bed was made, I just lied in it. (p. 87)

 * "The way I see it, he came back pretty shattered, pretty fucked up, then he got married to Kathy and they had this really great love thing going. Never saw two people so feelie-grabbie. So he gets his life back together. Doesn't say anything about the Vietnam shit — not to his wife or me or anybody. And then after a while he can't say anything. Sort of trapped, you know? That's my theory. I don't think it started out as an intentional lie, he just kept mum about it — who the hell wouldn't? — and pretty soon he probably talked himself into believing it never happened at all. The guy was a magic man... I guess it basically boils down to a case of colossal self-deception."
 * Anthony L. (Tony) Carbo (p. 196)
 * It was the spirit world. Vietnam. Ghosts and graveyards. I arrived in-country a year after John Wade, in 1969, and walked exactly the ground he walked, in and around Pinkville, through the villages of Thuan yen and My Khe and Co Luy. I know what happened that day. I know how it happened. I know why. It was the sunlight. It was the wickedness that soaks into your blood and slowly heats up and begins to boil. Frustration, partly. Rage, partly. The enemy was invisible. They were ghosts. (p. 199)

 * A fat little kid doing magic in front of a stand-up mirror. 'Hey, kiddo, that's a good one,' his father could've said, but for reasons unknown, reasons mysterious, the words never got spoken. He had wanted to be loved. And to be loved he had practiced deception. He had hidden the bad things. He had tricked up his own life. Only for love. Only to be loved. (pp. 242-243)

 * Maybe in the fog Kathy said, 'We could do it — right now,' and maybe Sorcerer murmured something about a pair of snakes along a trail in Pinkville, how for years and years he had wondered what would've happened if those two dumb-ass snakes had somehow managed to gobble each other up. A tired old story. If Kathy smiled, it was out of politeness. But maybe she said, 'I dare us.' (p. 300)
 * We are fascinated, all of us, by the implacable otherness of others. And we wish to penetrate by hypothesis, by daydream, by scientific investigation those leaden walls that encase the human spirit, that define it and guard it and hold it forever inaccessible. ("I love you," someone says, and instantly we begin to wonder--"Well, how much?"--and when the answer comes--"With my whole heart"--we then wonder about the wholeness of a fickle heart.) Our lovers, our husbands, our wives, our farthers, our gods--they are all beyond us.  (p. 101 )

From The Vietnam War (2017)

 * [on the My Lai massacre and the outcome]: Who's responsible? The human beings who did this. These are war crimes. The individual human beings who put a rifle muzzle up against a baby's head and shot the brains out of that baby, nothing happened to them. Nothing! (quoted in the companion book by Geoffrey Ward and Ken Burns, p. 473)
 * [remembering the day he got his draft notice] It was a summer afternoon, maybe June of '68. And I remember taking that envelope into the house and putting it on the kitchen table where my mom and dad were having lunch. They just looked at it and knew what it was. The silence of that lunch. I didn't speak, my mom didn't speak, my dad didn't speak. It was just that piece of paper lying at the center of the table. It was enough to make me cry to this day, not for myself, but for my mom and dad, both of whom had been in the Navy during World War Two, and had believed in service to one's country and all those values. (from the companion book, p. 318)
 * On the one hand I did think the war was less than righteous. On the other hand I love my country. And I valued my life in a small town and my friends and family. So I wrestled with what was, for me, at least, more torturous and devastating and emotionally painful than anything that happened in Vietnam. Do you go off and kill people if you're not pretty sure it's right? And if your nation isn't pretty sure it's right? If there isn't some consensus, do you do that? In the end, I just capitulated, and one day I got on a bus with some other recent graduates, and we went over to Sioux Falls about sixty miles away, and raised our hands and went into the Army. But it wasn't a decision; it was a forfeiture of a decision. It was letting my body go, turning a switch in my conscience, just turning it off, so it wouldn't be barking at me saying, "You're doing a bad and evil and stupid and unpatriotic thing." (from the companion book, p. 318)

Quotes about Tim O'Brien

 * I feel the poet does write on memory but... Wasn't it Aristotle who said the historian keeps the factual record of mankind and the poet writes the emotional history of mankind? I think you can read a history of Vietnam and know that so many men under the age of twenty were killed, or you can read Tim O'Brien and you can "feel" those deaths. O'Brien is preserving the emotional history of Vietnam. A historian is preserving the facts.
 * Judith Ortiz Cofer, interview (2000) in A Poet's Truth: Conversations with Latino/Latina Poets

 * I really like the way he writes about writing. He'll write a story, and then he'll write about how he wrote the story. Next he'll get into a story that he imagines. Then he'll hear from the person that he was writing about, and modify the story. He does a beautiful job.
 * 1996 interview in Conversations with Maxine Hong Kingston (1998)

 * I was just reading Tim O’Brien’s The Things They Carried, and I felt the American war in Vietnam in my bones.
 * Grace Paley, Interview with The Paris Review (1992)

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First and foremost, I would like to politely ask that no one edits my little page here, unless I'm breaking a rule or something. Thank you.

I came here from Wikipedia after someone noted that Wikiquote had a quote from Ecco the Dolphin. I'll likely find much the same niche here as I have back at Wikipedia - editing obscure thing in general, obscure video games in particular, and fixing up bad grammar and spelling. This user page is copied with the proper modifications from my Wikipedia user page.

Well, let's see... I'm a 17-year-old human female, but I often consider myself online to be a rather unconventional dragoness. I write fanfiction and post it to this page, my Fanfiction.net account. I also draw, and you can find my Side 7 account here. I sometimes draw at the Side 7 Oekaki, too. My oekaki work can be viewed at here.

Sparky the Seventh Chaos, with variations such as sparky_7th_chaos, sparky_chaos, and the rare Sparky the Topaz Chaos/sparky_topaz_chaos (used mainly for places where more than one account is allowed), is my universal screename, except for at the GameFAQs message boards, where I rarely post but still lurk now and then. There, I'm called marli. Yes, lower-case m. This is because capping anything was a pain in the butt back when I pecked everything out letter-by-letter on an on-television-screen keyboard]] with a Sega Dreamcast controller.

And now, a list of some of my favorite things, with links to their Wikiquote collections if I think they should be applicable:

 * video games
 * Sonic the Hedgehog
 * Shadow the Hedgehog
 * Maria Robotnik
 * Sonic the Hedgehog
 * Miles "Tails" Prower
 * Knuckles the Echidna
 * various fan characters
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 * Samus Aran
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 * Ecco
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 * Mewtwo
 * Mew
 * The Legendary Birds
 * The Legendary Dogs/Beasts (I usually call them the Legendary Dogs)
 * Dragon-like Pokémon
 * Charizard
 * Jijiju the Pikachu (semi-fan character – he's heavily based on the Pikachu from Hey You, Pikachu! and Pokémon Channel)
 * The Legend of Zelda
 * Link
 * Navi
 * Epona
 * Tingle
 * Kirby
 * Skies of Arcadia
 * Aika
 * Vyse
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 * Enrique
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 * Juno
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 * Vela
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 * fantasy
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 * fanfiction
 * "Conventional" artwork (both on the drawing and seeing side [conventional as I think that pretty much anything created with the object to entertain somehow, with or without a higher purpose, is generally art. Not all art is good, no.])
 * my main 'real' medium is pencil art, though I have dabbled in:
 * painting
 * acrylic
 * watercolor
 * ink work
 * sculpture
 * paper mache
 * clay
 * On the computer, I work with:
 * Microsoft Paint
 * The very odd (okay, one) oekaki
 * old comic strips
 * Calvin and Hobbes
 * The Far Side
 * animation (on the watching side)
 * Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron
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 * The Lion King
 * Invader Zim
 * Rocko's Modern Life
 * listening to music
 * classic rock and roll
 * videogame music
 * Funyuns
 * the Internet
 * talking endlessly

I like to think I can generally see both sides of issues. There are some subjects, like with everyone, that are very hard to convince me I'm wrong about, though. So, here are a few things I dislike: Note that these pet peeves vary wildly in importance. :)
 * bad grammar and spelling
 * 1990's pop music
 * the menstrual cycle (the bleeding phase)
 * torture
 * war
 * People calling winged horses "Pegasuses"
 * Bullheadedness

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 * Evolution is a fact of life (And those who confuse evolution with abiogenesis are misinformed)
 * I like the idea of reincarnation
 * I think of karma in a slightly modified way from the normal belief
 * I think there's a paradise/Heaven/something along those lines
 * I don't think there's a Hell
 * I'm agnostic about any sort of god in the conventional sense
 * This does not include beings who simply happen to be all-powerful; next idea explains that
 * I believe in infinite multiple universes, or in other words in an infinitely large Multiverse
 * This leads to all-powerful beings as a necessity of infinity, just not necessarily our own universe.
 * Although... since everything's possible...
 * *head implosion*

That's me. The local insane dragoness.

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